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2011-02-05T22:36:00.001+08:00

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2011-02-05T20:21:00.002+08:00

I'm back to blogging .
Haven't use com for quite a number of days due to cny.
Everything was okay, Went to my primary school teacher house last night,
With a bunch of primary school friend ,
We can't stop laughing at our past :)
I went home around 5am this morning, i lost all my money last night gambling .
LOL.
i know its stupid , but, i still believe i will win back someday, wakaka.
Stayed at home today, play mj , watch tv.
Tomorrow imma meet my bros, this few days they got ask me out,
but i keep never come out :x
Anw, met sammi yesterday too with xiaoai (Y) .

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I don't know if life is getting better or i'm just use to being treated this way.
Well, Nothing much i can say but , live with it.
I believe after rain, there will sure be rainbow.
No point looking back at things which is already a past to me,
Time to move on with my life .
Just like how everyone did it ,
Somehow, When you love someone and they don't love you,
The only thing you can do is make them regret someday for not taking you in their life .

Bye.

:'')

2011-01-29T16:33:00.003+08:00

Hi , I'm back to blog today.

I'm currently at home , might be going out later .

Yesterday waas out with my bro n sis :)

Went to town to shop for their new year cloths.

I spent alot yesterday too, shopped at forever 21 @ 313.

Went back woodlands around 10plus..

Slacked at 11+ area, homed around 1plus.

Walked home from there with bro(s) and sis .

Im now rotting at home , again :/ .

We haven't been contacting for days .

I still drop my pride and texted him yesterday.

I don't know if its right or wrong ,but, i'll give my all away.

Yes im sad but, they somehow make my day .

I still miss him , all the time ):

算了吧，我寂寞寂寞就好 (:

2011-01-27T00:15:00.003+08:00

Hello .
Its me , back to blogging today.
I slept at 4am last night and was awaked at 8am this morning by my sister.
Well, i was posted to Republic poly , Business application.
Though i was hoping for hospitality in the past, blame myself for not working hard enough.
But, i'm satisfied because i wanted this course since september .
I can't go back to sleep this morning so i went to watch tv ,
after that i tried listening to music and thankgod, i'm finally back to sleep.
I woke up at 2pm filled with 4 text messages , silly-ly hoping for yours but,
none . :)
Theres nothing i can do , and i seriously hate it when i fake a smiley face everytime.
I was in the process of forgetting you but , it never work out.
Theres nothing left to say, i just have to be the one leaving .
I don't know why , am i really dumb or something ? :(
I tried to make you understand how i feel but you never cared ,
So thats it. I told you i missed you but, you ignored it.
Everything wasn't said but it was done :)
From the first day i know you, i knew i wasn't the type of girl you will like.
But, i hopelessly hoped that miracle would happen to me .
I demand too much, hoped too much, thinking i deserve you.
Maybe i really don't .
In the past , i admit i was never a good girlfriend to any of my ex.
Of course i know , no one is perfect but it takes someone special to look beyond
imperfections .
I was told ,you don't like talkative girls ,
So i tried to change for you. Maybe what i did wasnt enough or just maybe,
even if i really changed, you wouldn't like me even.
All along i'm the one with wishful thinkings .
I hate it when ppl calls me an emo, but, its not that im seeking for attention you see.
Its that , i have to where to share my feelings , i cant hide it.
I know if i keep it in my heart, it will explode someday .
I never blame you for not liking me , i didnt blame you for keeping quiet.
Cos all along , im the one being initative .
Maybe , in some way , i scared you away, maybe,
im too rushy to share my feelings ,
I regretted everything i did ,
Cause , maybe you came to look for friend but , i took love away.
Now , i wonder, if you really did text me later , tomorrow or later in the day,
Should i feel happy or ? Sigh .
I don't know why it hurts so much .
Everything just fucked up in 2011. I don't know why.
One sided love is really invisible .
I hate myself for always being the one who love too deep, fall to hard.
被爱是幸福的, 但我却没有这个福气 .
I tell myself, I'm not going to search for love anymore ,
because i seriously have no sense of direction, im tired of making u-turns.
I shall wait for you to find me .
I should be gentle with myself, i'm tired of crying, missing, waiting,hoping.
Cause after all , i get back is nothing .
Its nice to see my friends doing good in their love life.
Yes, its kind of sorrow to see myself stuck in such situation.
All i can say is, these guys never appreciated me . so be it.
They always tell me , 找一个爱你的人，比你还爱他的人。
I wish to, i'm always loving too much .
I'm exhausted .
休息是为了要走更长远的路 .
I knew this reason many years back but , i've never really stick to it.
Its really time to stop hoping ;
Time time time, all i need is time ,
If i can forget about v, i can forget about you too.
Im certain if im willing to , i would one day.
I'm not a dumb fool , im a human , i have feelings too.
Why must i let them all hurt me over and over again.
Time to wake up .

I never expect in my life ,
Its not necessary to have a boyfriend.
Cause' as long as i have my best friends being there for me,
They can give me the joy that i wouldn't get from anyone else.
They were great , although we don't see each others anytime we want .
But, deep down in heart, always remembered in heart .
I don't know how long its going to take me to get over him.
But , for what i can do now is to stop expecting anything from him .
Everything is done, its now gone , time to move on.
I won't cease loving myself anymore .
And i too , hope anyone who is stuck in my condition,
will too move on because , if he/she cares , you wouldn't be left, devastated.

Lastly , I missed you , and its been more than 36hours since i heard from you.
And i felt sorry for taking spaces in ur inbox .
I'm just never good enough for you to satisfy me ,
I've been trying, i think i really did change, i talked less , smile less , joke less and
cried more .___.''

Bye .

Shall i?

2011-01-25T01:26:00.004+08:00

Hello.
Im here to blog, celebrated bra's birthday on the 21st.
Went to bugis and had a wonderful dinner at new york dessert cafe ,
Den we went to shesha at night . Reached woodlands den we slacked at titanic.
After that nicol and roger walked me n chibi cabi home :)
On the 22nd, we went to town , again.
The boys were shopping for their new year clothings.
At night, we went to 768 mac for supper and headed to roger's house.
I den cabbed home at 2am .
The next day, headed to bugis with xiaoai , bought a dress for new year.
We den headed to nex and i went home at 9pm.
24th,
went to nex but everything just fucked up.
I headed back woodlands at around 6.30,
I'm so piss with the train , met xinhui for dinner , somehow we tagged kahkin along
as he just knock off from work so we ate at kfc ,
did window shop at causeway den headed to 110 to slack as azy came .
We talk cock alot den headed home at 10.30pm.
Homed and played mahjiong just now .

I admit that i'm really tired.
Is it that i'm too rushy? I don't know, i wish i wasn't.
Like i said, i really don't have much time left ,april gonna start school, den how?
What about us?
I really have no idea. I supposed i did what i can , said what i feel .
But, if this is what its meant to be, i wont push you for an answer.
Sometime , i feel so helpless.
You guys were asking me , why am i so quiet and you guys are not use to me shutting my mouth. I really donno whats wrong with me,
isit that i'm really changing for him or isit that i'm too sad n tired to talk?
I want a job, i want to work , working can help me forget things that i shouldn't remember.
It seems to me that the harder I try the harder I fall.
Sometimes i ask myself, should i try not to reply his text,
but, i know that if i dont reply , it doesnt matter to him anyway,
and this will cause him not to message me and we'll stop there.
Hais. Life is a struggle. I hate it.
We never really talked but , i've fallen for you.
Our eyes never really met, but, yet im here missing you.
Whyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy ?
Why am i always so foolish and naive, believing that there's fairytale in this world?
I wish i can wake up from my dreams .
What is meant to be, will be and for now i see it wasn't meant to be.
Too tired to hold on but too in love to let go .__.''

Iloveyouboy.

Shall i?

2011-01-25T01:26:00.001+08:00

Sigh

2011-01-20T01:44:00.003+08:00

Sometimes i just dont understand
Why i am so different,
Why cant i be just like everyone else and accept that nothing is forever,
Why cant I figure out everything changes and to go with the flow,
Why havent i realized I'l find someone new and never feel so much pain,
Why didnt i learn, to live life with a brand new start,
why am i so different,
why am i still crying at night for all that he is,
why do i search for words that wont mean anything to him,
why dont i understand that love was a waste and he doesnt love me.

Sigh,
Its been days, What am i suppose to do or even feel now?
How to express how im feeling inside?
I seriously hate people thinking that im a emo .
No one understands me.
I didnt mean to post thing at fb to get attention,
its just that i've no where else to show my feelings.
Shagged.
Why nobody appreciates me? Didn't i try enough? or it waasnt good enough?
From the day i heard from you, i was happy.
But, somehow, somethings make me wanna give up,
The first time i delete your no. , was after 30mins of crying.
The second time i delete your no. , is after i never heard from you for a day.
But, after all, i still save back your no. becos i cant make myself to it.
When i didnt receive ur text, i panic v long and decide to text you.
But, everything just don't go the way i want it too.
Sometimes i wonder, are you being forced to reply me text?
Or being told to do so.
HAIS.
They are all convincing me that i can meet a better guy in poly,
But, i don care who im going to meet, i want you. you you you!
Its clearly said that i liked you but, i got no replies from it.
Why do i always have to be the one who is initative ?
This sucks, it will scare guys away, i know.
but, if i don start, will he?
Thats the question.
Im really tired. everyday i tell myself, forget him bah,
but, at the end of th day, donno by what ways, i just give myself an excuse not to.
I cant, i just cant.
Nothing goes smoothly in 2011.
It arent suppose to be this way.
its not like im dying for a boyfriend you see.
hais.
Open ur mind, love will open ur heart.
I think i've never been this stress before,
donno whether if i should continue chasing pavements.
I JUST WANT TO KNOW HOW YOU FEEL.
NO WISHYWASHY. ):

I like you i like you i like you and i really like you.
I hate waiting because thats when time pass really slow .
Dam, im wasting my youth again, but, nevermind bah.
Just hoping that one day eventually everything will be paid off.
FML.

Over you.

2011-01-19T01:05:00.003+08:00

Hey,
Its been days since i blogged.
Maybe im coming in with a good news but, also a bad news.
I think i'm 98% over him , the one i use to chase after for a month.
Someone probably make me forget about him.
But, he's just like a shadow of V .
Sometimes i really wonder why,
Why cant i just get to meet a good guy , who will bother to msg me,
question me, takecare of me, and even love me.
I know im very talkative , i know im not pretty , i know im damn imperfect,
but, will someone just look beyond my imperfections and appreciate me for who i am?
Im really too initative, i shall stop.
Sigh.
But, now that i liked him , how to stop?
Sometimes , i can tell myself a millon times to get over it.
But, when i see him, everything i told myself starts fading away.
I don't like to see him spam cigg, i don like to see him tired, i don like to see him shy.
I don't like it!
I just wished i could be the one whom pamper him when he's all out after work,
being the one who will give him care n concern ,
The one whom he can share his problem with ,
the one who can make him smile.
I wish i were given a chance to do so but, i know there wont be any.
:)
Maybe, being like what we are now, is the least we can be.
I liked you (Y)

So close yet so far .

2011-01-12T19:02:00.002+08:00

After a month being silly and cruel to myself,
Its really time to wake up .
Waiting for someone that will never come , is the most tiring job to do.
Waiting for someone who will never reply your text messages , is the most upset feeling to be felt.
Waiting for someone whom will never love you is the most heartbreaking thing .
I think , i've stepped one step away from yesterday.
I'm feeling devastated , sorrowful , hopeless .
The scared feeling came chasing behind me ,
So scared to be hurt , so scared to fall in love so fast ,
so scared that no one will be there to catch me .
Maybe i should let natural take course and put it aside for the moment.

你的快乐，不是我能给的。

SAD

2011-01-10T00:43:00.003+08:00

我对你的期待被你一次次摔坏已经碎成太多块 ):

I went to nex to see you , again.
Perhabs its my last time doing so.
Tomorrow is the release of 0'level result, Im gonna be in deep shit.
Den imma find a new job so , i wont have time to go see you anymore.
Yes , there will be misses, and theres always tears .
I think i shouldn't hope for you to reply my text anymore.
Since you're tired, busy or whatever it is.
I should just move on with my life and forget everything i ever did.
I just hope that one day you'll eventually miss me ,
for being the one that always annoys you .
Though we didnt speak but, i've heart-locked alot of things ,
I bet you did too and i'll never get to know.
I miss you ):

Like i said, im always here for you.
Give me a text if you ever need me, i'll be there (Y)

And, god bless me tomorrow please .

One month passed...

2011-01-09T00:29:00.002+08:00

Haiiiiiiiii ,
Its currently 090111,
Exactly one month ago, i first started to text you.
At that time , I didn't know i would liked you,
I just wanted to know more about you but, the feelings den slowly came in.
Yesterday i got a dream, i dreamt of you .
I dreamt that we spoke to each other ,
thats why when i woke up this morning, was with excitement.
But, it was just a dream afterall.
I didnt plan to go to nex today, but i still did ,
and when i arrived, i saw you leaving. awww , sad
But, theres nothing i can do.
Maybe your silence is your answer.
I shouldn't continue to text you and hoping for your reply anymore.
But, i still will .
I don't know what to do for now.
I'm so stuck-ed.
But, 99% telling me, i should give up , let go and don't waste my youth.
1% of myself didn't wanto let it go . Its been a month.
Say long not long, say short not short.
You've been living in my heart for some time.
I didn't bear to let you go.
我不了解你在想什么，但我希望你能告诉我。
I'm still waiting to hear from you soon.
Seriously.

ฉันจะรอให้คุณจนกว่าคุณจะถามฉันเพื่อให้ได้ฉันรู้ว่าฉันได้รับการคาดหวังอย่างมากจนจากคุณและฉันสิ้นสุดที่ได้รับไม่มีอะไร แต่มันโอเค ฉันเพิ่ง wanto ลองของฉันที่ดีที่สุดสำหรับตอนนี้

I'm still here , loving you .

2011-01-08T00:30:00.002+08:00

趁以为能够忘记你的我，原来还是办不到。

看到你离开的那一幕，依然很痛心，

依然会想念你，爱慕你，担心你，在乎你。

Its now 080111.

But, i'm still not over it , well, i shall just wait .

Theres this quote that says '' If you feel like giving up , think of why you held on for so long''

Well, maybe weeks is not long , but for all that i see is only u in me.

I don't know when it eventually started but, i see a part of me, in you.

Its just a crush, i know. But, im sure its not infautation .

I remember last time when my bros asked me ,

why even when i know th love has no ending , yet i still go for it .

And i remembered what i replied to them,

that for i try my best , at least next time i live with no regrets .

I know i can do better , i should just keep on trying .

Looking at you by far is my favourite hobby for now.

Its just , i still didn't have the courage to go to you .

I'll , someday . i promise.

I really wish you would tell me how you feel.

Im clueless , there's no hope but, i don't want to give up yet.

I know i should but, my heart just won't let me to.

Its just like, knowing theres a big tree infront of me,

yet i still step forward to knock against the tree .

I might be badly hurt and there might be intensive pains,

but, i'm willing to take all the pains you give.

For you, theres no replacement.

I just hope one day you'll eventually understand why i'm doing all these

things now which you might feel its irritating .

But, it all happens for a reason .

When theres love, theres pain, i know .

I'll take each pieces of pain from you.

When i see you smile, i don't know if i should be happy or sad,

because, the smile wasn't for me , and , it hurts me alot .

I'm not happy with my life now.

I want to be loved, cared,treated in the correct way and being appreciated for who i am.

I know you're nice guy and i too know you might not wanto hurt me by words.

But , i rather you did than keeping it to yourself.

I'm still waiting for you to text me,

right here waiting for you ....

Get well soon (Y).

If one day, you feel bored and need someone to entertain you, i will.

If one day ,you feel sad and need someone to talk to , i will.

If one day, you feel tired and need a shoulder to lean on , i will.

If one day, you feel like crying ,cry on my shoulder .

If one day, you feel like giving up ,

please remember , i'm always here to wait for you to share your troubles .

If one day, if one day, you feel like telling me th truth about how you felt,

please tell me , no matter if it hurts me , or not.

I just want to know how you feel .

I'm there for you whenever you need me.

Call me, text me , 24/7 here for you.

你是我的快乐，但愿我也能是你的快乐吧 .

爱上你，真的不需要理由 (Y)

Hope you know , i truly liked you .

TNECNIV- :)

It turn out the same way .

2011-01-07T00:47:00.003+08:00

Hey, im here . again.
Today , im sad..
I thought of you, i thought of the hope yesterday..
I can't sleep , i kept wanting to go nex just to see you.
And , i did but, i know i shouldn't anymore.
It doesn't matter what you said last night, everything is still the same.
I thought saying im over you means i can get over you.
But, im still here, stucked.
I know i don't matter to you, its true.
Now , i know. i see the truth.
The fact is , im all along the one who 自作多情.
But, have you wondered why?
Why i can be so thick skin and don't care about what others think about me,
just to persue a little you, in my life??
I really feel for you but , even tho you don't, i still do.
I even think very far, i wonder if one day we get together, how great will it be.
I still tell myself, if this is so, after my school, i will complete my homework,
and wait for you to knock off and than train back home with you.
Why am i so fucking silly, so fucking naive? ):
I tried to tell myself to be mature and act like i am one just not to make you feel
like i'm a xmm. but, have you ever understand it?
Shagggg.
I feel like crying but, i force myself not to.
I've been crying n dying for you but, you will never know it.
Tomorrow, perhaps will be the last day i go to nex just to see you.
And, i'll try to forget you after that.
Its gonna be hard, theres going to be pain , i know.
but, what else can i do?
If you ever told me how you feel, i'll be grateful but, you never will.

爱你，多过爱我自己。
为了你，我可以放弃一切，奋不顾身的去爱你，但你依然是无动于衷。
我又为何要自甘多弱呢？爱你并不简单，但我还是无法控制自己不去爱你。
i know theres a big gap between us.
I always tried to go closer but, you walked away.
Just becos i made th first move doesn't mean im not a shy person.
Sigh.
Im really hurt , the same thing i recieve ever since the first day i know you.
Dude, when will you actually starts to spare a thought for me?
ily ):

MIXED FEELINGS.

2011-01-06T01:49:00.003+08:00

This is a little cracker i seen during ktv.
Its really wierd when i told myself to forget and it just pops out randomly.
After i stopped working, i had been going to nex.
I admit most of the time , i wanted to see you.
But, always didn't get to see you.
Remembering the first time i gets excited when i see you.
I kept looking into your shop to find you.
I keep whinning and wanting to know you more.
I pleased my friend to get your number.
I took courage to text you, even though it really hurts.
I always peep at you , i can't take my eyes off you.
Remembering i was told to work at plazasing ,
which means i can't see you for days, i cried,
I really did, silli-ly .
I missed you, you used to be my motivation to work.
You're the reason why i check my cellphone every day n night.
You're the first guy that makes me finally feel how its like
when someone don't reply my message and ,
I was always the one whom tries to find topic to make you reply.
I did everything i could just wanting you to be mine.
But, it never did success.
I remember the one fine day i was waiting for my friends at bishan after work.
And i saw you, i was soooo happy, i seriously did,
running with the train just to see you.
I know im silly but, i still did.
We took the train together that day,
but, you pretended i wasn't there, my eyes was in you.
My friends said , im silly, they said they can feel my heart brokenned.
When someone told me you're attached , i cried , 2 days.
I saw someone giving you a gift, it upsets me alot.
I know we're not really friends but, you've the ability to break me down.
I really don't know why, you're just someone special.
I always tell myself, not to peep anymore, but,
i still did , and each time i tell myself '' okok , last time okay, stop looking..''
But, it had never been the last time.
I use to have big water bottle and there's always ur name in it.
Its always wroted in mirror image, whenever theres paper n pen,
your name will start to appear everywhere.
I remember on the 18th, i know it was ur birthday on that day itself,
but i have to rush to catch a movie, i asked my colleague to get u a cake,
but, she asked me not to be silly.
It really hurts , i wished i can do many things for you to make you happy.
Loving someone who doesn't feel the same way, really hurts.
Im tired of pretending im happy but inside, its hurting.
I always hope you tell me how u feel.
but, you never did.
I texted you yesterday, you did not reply,
i tot you won't anymore so , i didnt hoped.
But, you replied it today, i was suprise and im happy.
This time round , you told me a different thing .
You told me days back, '' we can be friends '' ,
today you said '' we can be friends first lo'' ,
i don't know what you mean but, i always think positively.
Thats how silly i am.
But, i wont think anymore.
I'll let everything be in its own way.
If one day i starts to matter, you will tell me, right??
I knowww i should give up but, you gave me a lil hope today.
What should i do next?? ):

It get so hard to walk away.

2011-01-03T13:46:00.002+08:00

Heyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy.
I know after i stopped working , i seem like a sicko.
I went for two movie yesterday.
Yes, it sound insane but, its actually a sane thing to do.
The tourist and A better tomorrow is nice.
My next up movie is Let me in , Who r u , A great great world, Homecoming.
HOOHOHOHOHOOO.

Life seriously have its ups and down.
We must learn to accept it though its really hard.
I enjoying life now, don't needa work, don't needa see peoples 脸色.
Isn't that great? Money can earn anything,
Childhood cannot earn back next time,
its now 2011. Who cares about study, who cares about education.
Got money = got life .
LOL.

Byeee (Y)

I need a shoulder to cry on .

2011-01-02T00:07:00.004+08:00

Hey. its me.

Life suck a big time thought its now 2011.

Nothing gets better .

Everything just fucked up .

Yes, im off the job .

Though i enjoy working there due to some staff but, its over.

Got heart work , sure can get job derh.

And , i definitely can survive without what u're providing me.

I love my boss and my lady boss.

Cos they can see the best in me, they know where i like to work at and

who i love to work with.

I feel fortunate to have a good boss as its my second official job.

Working life is definitely going to be different and i accept that.

But, life is still life what, i don't need you all to judge me or even consider

to take me or not. im capable and i know a ability.

so if you got problem with my flaw, fk off.

I seriously hate ppl who act and do things in a different way.

like irony. Like i said, things that hold me back was the memories.

I really enjoy working w sammi , serene, xiao ai, max and etc etc.

But, the days will never come back again.

I will miss them badly , i assure this.

I will never forget the times we spent our time laughing together.

You guys were the best colleagues i ever met.

Hope we can still keep in contact yaw.

Anw, i went to nex today, and cxh came to pei me too.

Had dinner with sammi and didnt know it was my last time .

Sigh. Nevermind, i will take the pain .

I burst out crying in the train and i know i shouldn't.

Fuck it man,

Forget it, tomorrow will be a better day.

So , good bye u 2 me .

IM FINALLY FREE .

2010-12-31T00:41:00.002+08:00

Hello (!)
Just wanna say , today had company buffet in the morning.
Had a great day spent with my beloved ones.
Went to movie with karynn and max (Y)
Everything is so nice :)
Rotted at nex, had fish soup and sogurt :D
Thats all.

I'll definitely miss max ttm!~

Riding solo .

2010-12-28T00:26:00.004+08:00

Hey.
Im back to blogging.
Sad days flooded me.
Filled with tears and sorrow.
Im sad, im heartbroken.
I thought we would be but we wouldnt anymore.
I WANT TO MEET MY TRUELOVE.
not my crush .

I was hoping for you to tell me in person so i can let go.
But, you never will.
and this feeling sucks .
-'- , fml.

Merry x'mas .

2010-12-25T01:14:00.003+08:00

I met shity customer today,

keep on persuing for free gift with empty threats, laughs.

Merry chrismas :D

Work work work, i spent my days working.

Working life suck at certain time due to certain reasons.

sigh.

Life getting hard, but, have to live with it.

tsktsktsk.

I still didnt have to courage , everything im doing now is foolish,silly,dumb.

But, im still doing it for you.

Silly me.

Anyway.

I'm really hoping to forget about the one whom i thought i have a crush on.

Or maybe just my motivations to work, whatever it is.

Clear off my mind.

I'm hoping for someone better and who will appreciate me.

thats all.

(Y)

2010-12-22T00:40:00.003+08:00

HEYYYYYYYYYZXC.
I'm here to blog.
Basically had a bad day today, i needa rest my tired eyes real soon.
Life getting hard, falling sick. Cough,sorethroat,flu,headache,heartache,all come together!
Seeing him daily makes it harder for me to get away.
Regret many things i shouldn't have done for him and say to him.
shag.
Getting more n more envious when i see sweet couples >:
I'm starting to think lehhhhhhhhhhh.
Hope when 2011 arrives, i'll meet my true guy.
My dream guyyyy.

Sometimes i hate the way i think negatively and positively.
I don't need hopes, just have faith in me, it was true.
You might not see me 24/7 there for you, you just needa know,
in ur heart, im always there .__.
I regretted th times i got the temptation to text you,
yet i will hope for your reply but end up getting nothing.
It sucks so much.
I cant judge ur feelings thro ur actions,
cos u seemed to be so different.
):

TNECNIV (Y)

I wish .

2010-12-19T00:49:00.002+08:00

I didn't had a chance to wish you face to face.

Im here, it was a shocking news that ur birthday falls on today.

I wished i could be there but , i'm just too silly.

Today, is the day i should start to brainwash myself.

Get you off my mind.

Though its really hard , but, if i perserver , i supposed i can do it.

So, i shall let it go.

I wanna grow up .

I hate being treated as some kind of xmm when im not!

Im 17, not 7.

Time to grow up , myself.

I know life is going to get even harder after today.

So, suck it up and live with it, thats all i can do,

cos even fking my life doesn't help (:

Sayonara ;

for th last time, im gonna say, you occupied my heart ever since th day i knew you.

Thankyou for being the one i love.

But, fuck you for im not th one you love.

HAAHAA. ):

):

2010-12-18T01:13:00.003+08:00

What a nice queue number .

Went to bought flip flop before working today.

Sigh. sad day.

Whats wrong with me nowadays? Ever since th day i knew him,

everything changed ): . im so sad.

You can avoid, you can ignore but at least tell me beforehand,

at least i know what to do but now i don have a clue.

SHAGGED.

Chapter 200 .

2010-12-15T00:58:00.004+08:00

Hello.

Its me again. Its my 200th post .

Today, don't know should say is happy or should say is sad.

Firstly, i was happy to work with MAX :D

He's present bought us alot of laughters and joy.

But, im sad today due to something.

Den i went to meet serene n bilian at bishan.

I SAW HIM, I WAS SO EFFING HAPPY CAN.

Den by coincidence, we took th same train at katib .

But, i know you're pretending that you didnt see me . we're so near, yet so far ):

Forget it. Maybe what they say is right,

you just don't feel th same.

Its gonna be hard for me to forget you.

My mind forget but, my heart always remember ):

单恋 sucks.

.____.'' Uoyevoli.

Imissyou ):

2010-12-14T01:34:00.002+08:00

Hey. Its me.
I've decided to blog today cos i've got alot of things in mymind.
Had been working at nex for the past one week and its awesome!
Though its tired , everything is fine.
ANDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDAAA,
I'VE GOT A CRUSH ON HIM.
If i don't take the first step , who will ? If i took , will you?
Meow.

It upsets me when i was ignored by you.
It upsets me when i don't get to see you.
It upsets me when i see you busy.
It upsets me when you don't reply my text.
It upsets me when i was hoping for you to text me yet you did not.
I know its wierd and out of a sudden thing,
but, it only takes a min to crush on you.
Im quite sure you're th one.
I wish you feel the same way too but, you'll never.
Im really sad ):
I tried not to think of you but ,you're 24/7 on my mind.
Even though if i could just see you from far away, that makes me smile inside my heart.
This makes you so special.
Iloveyou )":

Whatttttttttta dream

2010-12-09T00:12:00.003+08:00

Hi, im back blogging.

I tired day after work but , a sad day after so many dreamy days.

FML.

Anw, thanks bro and sis for being with me during my bday.

Thanks chibi cabi for that wonderful present.

Thanks shinjou for my fred perry.

Thanks Bilian and audrey for the casio watch.

Thanks bl for the hp strip.

We went town , eat , den pool and ktv.

Back to working, everything is fine, supposedly had a great day today,

with my workmates but, i just simply don have the mood now.

I don't know whats wrong.

I'm just a normal girl, i know im not th one for you.

yes, i know. but, didnt i try to?

But every words from u hurt me too much.

Why? why me? ):

I'm seriously so jealoused when i saw couple.

Sweeet sweeet cpl, its true that behind my back they'll sure have their hard times,

but, love overcome it what.

When will the one meant for me comes by?

D':

So many things affecting me now.

I'm getting shit from you, th one i tot i can always rely on, the one that im putting effort on.

Alot of things, you don know, becos i ddint have th chance to tell you, you see.

Hais, nehmind, i know what i should do next, for you.

I'll not message you anymore since u left .

I'll not think of you, miss you, or even feel for you .

I'LL TRY MY BEST THIS TIME ROUND.

Maybe, what you wanted is just someone simple and free for you.

but, im just not the one. so sorry for wasting ur time.

i'll leave .

no one understands me, fk up family.

Why is it that im tired after work, go home tio dao-ed , still have to sad n cry over you.

I tot you should be there to encourage me ,

suaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.

i guess its over tho it haven even started.

IHATEMYLIFE.

FML.

Bbq , work.

2010-12-02T12:41:00.004+08:00

Hi ,

Yesterday was a tiring day for me .
Went to get oz's birthday present the some bros earlier on .
Headed to oz house to help up carrying stuffs to bbq pit.
As things were done slowly bit by bit, we're all hungry.
Started to eat curry chicken with fried beehoon :D
After that kahkin started bbq-ing things.
I can't stop eating sambal squid and prawn.
It was indeed a fun bbq yesterday but sad that i've to leave early to work.
Didnt stay to sing him a birthday song ):
They send me off to bus stop,
I then met bl at bns , headed to dg .
Did set up at shop, den bused to orchard .
It was a long queue waiting for th pass,
everything was done at around 4.30am.
Headed home , reached around 5plus x.x
I woke up early today due to some annoying happenings -'-
Okay.
Byeeeeeeeeeeee.
Working at serangon later on .

Sentosa day <:

2010-12-01T01:18:00.003+08:00

Hello.
Its me, firstly, Happy birthday to you, dearest OZ :D
Okay, i'm back home from sentosa and movie :)
Met chibicabi this morning for breakfirst at mac ,
After that accompanied the guys to eat at yakun .
We than off to vivo city, daiso-ed ,den headed to sentosa.
Went to the old spot we went the last time during june :)
Did some tanning, played freezbi in the sea.
At 4plus, we den went to shower as it was about to rain.
After shower, we headed to vivo city to eat, some ate kfc, while others subway.
Bascially i didnt try subway before so i choosen kfc still :x
After eat, we headed to woodlands , for bruce lee movie.
Okay its nice and touching :/
After that slack awhile and headed home.
Damn that dirty old man i met in the bus, cb :x
Okay.
Im tired, need to do my stuff and sleep .
Today were spent great, hows tomorrow going to be? 0;

Bye.

Something new ? :D

2010-11-29T19:25:00.002+08:00

Hello hi :D

Im so gonna blog today cos i've changed new skin :B

I think i was well enough to stay at home the whole day .

Thank god i didn't have headache :x

Using facebook , blogger , msn and playing audition helps to kill time .

Time passed pretty fast, its already 29th November , 7more days :DD.

Gonna start work soon ^^ .

I don't know why today like sad, i was reading through facebook,

and that moment for no reason i felt like crying x.x

Okay, i don't know what else to write already.

Tomorrow supposed to have outing at sentosa, but, till now,

i still unsure about it :/ , hopefully got , missed volleyball somehow :x

Getting lazier and lazier at home , sit infront of the com like whole day ):

I suddenly miss my chemistry partner :/

Okay larh, the end :x

我的激动，我的汹涌，没有人知道。

Hey >< .

2010-11-28T23:59:00.003+08:00

Hihihihi, i think imma blog today.
Its like i haven been blogging for days :x
So , ya , hi , im here :D.
Nothing much actually,
Friday met chibi cabi go sing ktv, after that amk-ed .
Yesterday met bilian gf, went woodland mart and causeway point.
Today went jurong point with mummy, den homed with sister as well.
Tired tired . Anyway, i'm still crazy about auditionsea.
Starting work soon, but think wont neglect audi :x.
Okay, thats for th day.
Sayonara' .

- & YES, you're off .

Getting lazier :/

2010-11-25T17:35:00.002+08:00

Hey its me.
I'm actually lazy to blog but , i've got nothing to do currently x.x
Had a great day with bro and sis yesterday.
Went to watch hairy porter :p
Overall was a great day spent :D
And yesterday was a special day .
Hoping that i can go for tues outing and oz birthday ;o

-
Why are you on my mind? LOL.
This is a very very wierd question that i couldn't answer D:
Thing changes real fast and people do mia real quickly.
Therefore, please cherish now, th present before it turns into your past.
Though i know if i can rewind time, i'll still choose to leave like you did,
You're still in my mind. and this is totally so wrong.
but, 我任命。

Promnight 2010

2010-11-23T13:27:00.002+08:00

Forever my super junior brothers ♥

Chibi cabi , my sunshine always ♥

Lady gaga for th day . My beloved sist ♥

Prom king of the day , My favourite dancer from my CCA ♥
Hello , well, bet photos did some talking about my awesome prom night 2days ago.

Everything was great and its lovely to see everyone dressed up nicely :D

Took photographs with all my brothers except kelvin D:

And they really look like singapores super junior <:

I'm certain that i will miss all my teachers alot ):

Altho i don't know if i can go to poly but, im quite sure that i wont retain if i failed.

I would definitely miss their lecture and encouragement + motivations!

And its nice to see Bryan look good :p .

Overall , i never regret going for th prom night.

Its really nice to reminisce the past.

After prom, we headed back to woodlands,

unfortuanately, we took bus yet overshot~

Have to take back to JE. den we trained back woodlands.

Went to eat Mac with them at admiralty.

Den went to buy Vodka , headed to xs house.

Were playing wii , chit chatting , drinking, facebook-ing,msn-ing,tweeting .

Den after that we've to look after 2 drunkard man :/

I remember it was about 7am we left xs house.

Headed to woodland mart for breakfirst.

Den cabbed home.

It was a real tired day .

However , it was a really great day spent with bro and sis :)

Thanks for being as sweet as ever .

More photos @ Connie Hinder Natasha

Okay, thats all.

I would still think about you.

And i don't know why -.- .

Okay. Its time to say goodbye <:

Sayonara~

Newyorknewyork!

2010-11-18T11:44:00.002+08:00

Hello.

I'm back to blogging as my com is finally back.

Anw, spent my days with love ones @ town.

Went out with bro and sist ♥

Been to orchard,Bugis on monday to accompany bro's to get their prom clothes.

Went home only at late night around 1am.

Tuesday spent my day @ Jurong.

Went to swim w. 3 insane peoples :p

Was cheated by jordan that tanktop and t-shirts can we wore -.-''

Overall its fun but, sun burnt sucks.

Yesterday went to cityhall's Nyny to find bro's.

Supposed to meet kahkin at 1.30pm too but this pig overslept.

Afterall, i went nyny with jordan and xinhui.

Food was okay, th dessert make me super full!

After that met xuanhui,joey,kahkin and roger .

Went to ion, far east for shopping.

At 9plus , cxh,lkk,rgxy and me headed back to nyny.

waited for then to end work and headed back woodlands together.

Manage to get home before last bus service.

I really miss working . D:

I don't know whats the reason of leaving ,

I don't know what on earth you're thinking ,

But, i can't bring it back anymore.

From the day you left without a word,

I told myself its goodbye.

Never will i ever get to see you again, so , its okay for me somehow.

And i guess i'm happier with the previous.

I once walked straight and make a u-turn towards you.

Now, i will reverse back and continue my path .

Yes , i'm sad, yes i did miss you.

But, it will never be the same again.

You choose to keep quiet , not me.

If you were to text me, i'll reply, cos

i know how it feels when someone is not replying ur msg.

I won't live in my past anymore .

Get out of my life <:

Holidays started (:

2010-11-14T12:49:00.002+08:00

DON MIND MY POST IN CAPS , TYVM. SO YA, HELLO IM BACK TO BLOG TODAY. HOLIDAY HAD OFFICIALLY STARTED :D , WENT TO TOWN YESTERDAY WITH GIRLF'S. BOUGHT PROM DRESS AND SOME ACCESSORIES . IM SOMEHOW BORED TODAY. DON'T KNOW IF IM GOING OUT OR NOT ): . GOT A MORNING CALL FROM JOEY N TEXT MSG FROM JORDAN ASKING IF I WANTO GO FOR SWIMMING! MEOW. FEEL LIKE GOING ): BUT, AT TH MOMENT IM JUST TOO TIRED :O . - I HAVE NO IDEA WHAT IS GOING ON IN MY LIFE :X . I JUST PRAY THAT WORKING DAY COMES ASAP SO I CAN PUT EVERYTHING THAT IS TROUBLING ME ASIDE :/ . I JUST WANTO QUICKLY MEET UP WITH BRO AND SIST'S BEFORE I START WORKING. OKAY, THATS ALL. *im not what u think of and that im not as strong as u thought*

2moredaystogo :D

2010-11-10T19:22:00.003+08:00

Hello.
Didnt get to blog yesterday as i was busy.
Went to orchard hotel for buffet last night w. family members.
And yes the buffet sucks :@.
Homed at 10.30pm last night and have to get my art work completed.
Off to bed at 1plus am.
Finally finished major exams . one more 1hr paper to go :p
Holiday i'm coming :D.
Can't wait to spent my weeks w. friend :)
Dinner w. cheebi cabi after exam .

-
Is it true that sometimes when i hoped so much for something,
Then all of a sudden i'll lose my faith in it? :o
*prays*

爱到痛了

2010-11-08T21:14:00.002+08:00

Hello.
I'm so nooooooooooot in th mood right now.
Though i'm supposed to have a great day today but after all it sucks.
Took my social studies exam today and thank god chapter 3 came out.
Tho i know i'm gonna fail, at least i can write something out of it.
Went breakfirst with sis at woodland centre.
Headed home and prepare , than off to rp.
Met ___ , chit chat. and so .
After that meet Jordan and went w1 to meet Kahkin,Xinhui and Christina.
Ate westen for lunch today with them :D
Roger came later in th day.
So , ya, i headed home around 8pm?
I saw a comment which i hope that i didn't see.
THIS SUCKS.
I didn't know a comment can break me down. D:
In the first place, i didn't want to interfer anything about you(s) .
But , i cant control my tears anymore.

I'm once again suffering from hurt and pains D:

What's next ?

2010-11-07T21:50:00.003+08:00

Hey,
I'm here to blog.
I started revising social studies at around 3pm today.
After that i did my art and stuff . I stopped work at around 7pm.
Went to eat with parents .
I'm going on a battle tomorrow , i know imma die :x
Art! im gonna kill you soon.
-5days to holidays :D
Saturday lets go grab my prom dress :o .

-
I'm waiting, seconds,minutes,hours,days.
I never want to give up but, 爱太痛 D:
You were never off my mind, my heart.
Everything of you starts revolving .
I'm just thinking pretty much nowadays and this sucks.
I must have been having too many beautiful nightmares these days.
I can't get into sleep at night ,
I woke up trying to find out if you texted me,
I check my phone every 2 minutes just to check out if you replied.
I care and i really do . ):
Better not to have you in my dreams than having to look for you
and stretch to reach you every morning when i wake up :o
Lastly , Ily.
Need no reasons, qualities , dreams , conditions .
Its just love and i would give you a definition of it :D ♥

I fell harder .

2010-11-06T23:38:00.002+08:00

Hello.
It took me minutes to find a perfect picture .
So, yes i'm here and the time now is 12.02am (:
I spent my day with Karynnn Laureen and Jordan seow today.
I met girlf at 2plus today, we then headed to mini bits cos i wanted to buy wallet,
But, its sold out, damn. so ya, ):
Went to buy smiley stud, go greeeeeeeeeeny .
After that cotton-on ed.
I think im kinda sick cos i actually saw this necklace with a guy cartoon.
I shouted and told girlf, you seee, look like him right?
She said '' you're crazy over him'' . LOL ):
Ate at banquet and than walked to republic poly.
Took a seat in the canteen and spent my day there.
Did my art and i hope i can faster finish it .
Around 8pm, they said wanna go home by walk ,
after that the sky turns grey and lightning appeared.
At last we bused to causeway point.

-
Days and days passed.
I seriously have no idea what will happen next.
Maybe this is called 走一步算一步.
I didnt expect much actually.
I'm tired of feeling sad >:
But its okay, whats worth having is worth fighting for.
Hope time can recover everything.
Alot of thing flashing through my mind.
I wish and i wished but, it takes alot of time to make it happen.
Your happiness = mine too.

Sayonara.

HAIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII.

2010-11-05T22:47:00.002+08:00

Hey.

I went to town today with Ken and Bilian.

Bugis-ed. And we went to long john for twice.

I went to shop at newurbanmales i think,cos there is this hunk inside.

Den i go look at th slipps, ken jiu say want see den go to him and see.

LOL

Went hougang for lan , cui, lag.

After that long john den bus back to woodlands.

Its time for my art tomorrow :x

Byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeees .

2010-11-04T20:47:00.000+08:00

What should i say?
Hmmm, went rp today w bl,achx and jsjy.
Did my art and its my first time seeing him LOL.
After that we than walk together to causeway <:
Movie with Bl and achx .
After movie feel like vomitting ):
Okay thats it, my phone batt just died halfway today. cb.

Okayyyyyyyyyy,bye.

Yesterday suck a big time >:

2010-11-03T19:18:00.003+08:00

Hey.

Im here to blog today.

I seriously can't wait for holiday to start sia.

Its like boring now ):

Next week faster come okay.

I saw everything in my own eyes.

Thankgod im still not blinded yet.

Hai.

2010-11-02T18:29:00.003+08:00

Somehow i wish things could go the way i want.
I thought i can push myself up at an E8 for comb humanities.
But, i've spent my time concentrating on coast & gm food.
Whereas blue revolution came out :/
I didnt wanto try my luck on devt cos i'm not sure about it.
And yes i'm gonna flunk my o'lvl ch.
Shagged.
3more papers and holidays here i come.

- I don't know when it started,
But, somehow i just fell harder >:
I just know that, when you need me, i'll be there.
Though we had been strangers , but,
most of th times, your encouragement helps me alot.
And your jokes is really killing.
I hope one day you know why i've been feeling this way.

-True love is full acceptance.

Bad luck SHOOOOO~!

2010-10-29T00:34:00.003+08:00

Hello :x
I think i'm having PMS today. x.x
I guess i'm kind of unlucky nowadays.
Anw, O'level bell had rang!
Eng,Maths .
Tomorrow is Chemistry, My weakest that pull me down.
Will pull myself off the bed at 10.30am to study :x
I hope i can at least get E8 or D7 for science than a F9 ):
Altho its nice to call is fantastic 9 , but , no thanks :x
Okay lah,
MAIN POINT.
I freaking lost my ezlink card today ):
Damn damn suay and it makes me worry die ):
Kind soul please return my card. Its my life >:
Ok th end.
Going to sleep le.
HAPPYBIRTHDAY KELVIN :D
You might not see it, but, still, finally 16 :p

Okay, lame.
BYE.

Rainydays ♥

2010-10-23T23:47:00.002+08:00

hey.
Im back to blogging today.
Went to school this morning with chibi cabi for maths remedial.
Off to causeway for dinner after maths .
Planned to go to rp but, the heavy rain put us aeroplane.
So, it is then post poned to tml.
I did my work here and there , abit .
Tomorrow gonna revise maths n english format.
Getting ready for O'level to start n end.
20more days to freedom . (:

Okay. nothing much, tempt to play audition for awhile.
Bye .

我过得很好。

2010-10-22T23:24:00.002+08:00

Hey (:
I just changed my blog skin :D
Yesterday went movie with Hbl,Achx,Jsjy & cp.
Child's eye rocks.
The movie was awesome. Some frightening scenes made my gf's scream :x
After movie, we headed to rp for dinner .
I then walked home around 10pm .
I woke up early this morning ;o
Had headaches staying at home.
Schooling tomorrow, have maths lesson ;o.
Okay.

I just wanna say, nothing can change my mind this time.
There's no fairytale in love.
So, face the reality.
what wouldn't be, won't be .
Life goes onnnnnn :)

I FELT SO STUPID IN BELIEVING EVERYTHING THATS UNTRUE.

2010-10-21T15:51:00.002+08:00

hey.
I've got my science prac today, -.- .
After that had lunch with Hbl,Achx,Cxh,Cwsh & Nsj (:

I'mmmmmmmm saaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaad.
2 things that i fucking feel so sad about it.
Everything is just entitled .
I'm not going to think about how good things will go soon.
I wont think about how my birthday is going to be like,
I'm not going to think that you all will be with me on my birthday,
I'm not going to think of that you whom have fucking take up spaces in my heart.
Its really damn sad .
NO ONE WILL EVER KNOW HOW IT FELT LIKE.
But, at least im someone better,
If cant love, at least i wont fucking hate -.- .

I'll learn how to choose friend / boyfriend wisely the next time &
I'll learn my lesson, friend is just friend, forever friend but, not more than that (:
THANKS FOR MAKING ME WORTHLESS IN YOU(S) EYES :D

uoyssimi.

2010-10-16T22:24:00.003+08:00

Heyyyyyy.
Have been to rp to study these days.
Tomorrow decided to camp at home to study geog and chem.
the 2subjects that i've no interest in x.x

-
Life hasn't been good.
Imissyou, i did.
I told myself, if you can live a good life without thinking about it,
Why can't i ? ت
Its time to forget (:
Having jokers around is indeed great.
It makes me forget the pains ;x
I hope, everything will get better.
O lvl is drawing really near now.
JIAYOU CONNIE!

2010-10-14T22:49:00.002+08:00

If you ever try to fucking come near me, i make sure i'll fucking scream to my maximum voice n give you one tight slap :/

2010-10-11T23:11:00.001+08:00

Misses .

I really hope, soon you'll be gone .

2010-10-09T23:23:00.002+08:00

Hey.
Blogging again.
Went to town today, saw partner while waiting for gf at boot n shoes.
Went to bugis , ate pastamania :>
After that headed back by bus ><.
Went rp with jordan n gf.

- I wants to see you but, i'm so scared to let you saw me :x.
Okay. homed at 10pm.
It was my walking journey home, i strolled home.
Alot of things flashing through my mind, my attention wasnt at th route,
but, somewhere you belong.
BYE.

Shag.

2010-10-09T12:12:00.003+08:00

Hello.
I'm here to blog.
This few days is sickening.
But, nevermind, skip that.
Anyway, yesterday went study @ rp with BilianGF & Fadli Partner.
We're actually busy talking away actually (:
After that around 8.30, Bilian & I headed to Vista to accomplish smth.
Met Jordan there den we cab to 834 , fetch Xinhui along,
den ate our 'supper' there. YUMYUM
Later going town.
Okay. thats all for today,
18more days...

; Love will find a way .

n_n

2010-10-03T20:48:00.002+08:00

Hello.
I'm homed.
Went to amk with mummy & her friend today.
It was a long 45mins journey.
Went to shop & eat .
Its wierd that when i reached amk, someone called my name yet i didn't see his face -.-
Okay, btw,
I really wonder why it turns out this way.
I NO LONGER BELIEVE IN FATE <:
Okay, bye.

♥

2010-10-03T12:47:00.004+08:00

Hello (:

I'm back to blogging.

I went to rp on friday & saturday .

Yesterday went to have breakfirst with Chibi cabi Cxh at macdonald :)

Had breakfirst deluxe & its really crazy and amazing <:

Went to school for maths remedial .

After that homed , met bilian gf at 4pm .

Headed to casueway to get things & bused to Marsiling cc.

Went to ktv , after that met chibi cabi at rp.

We sort of going to study , but we end up talking :/

After that she accompanied me to eat my dinner at 834 .

We bid goodbye and walk seperate ways home.

I've this feeling which i don't know why i would felt it.

I guess, i haven been walking home alone lately.

So, i got this feeling of , independence :D lmao.

Erm. Yesterday thanks to Audrey uh , made me sob :(

27oct would be 2years :0

I'm not going think anymore or tell myself i might be able to do it.

I know overall you all thinks im a bad person.

But, its okay, i bet, from the day i started , i predicted everyone will end up

putting the blame on me .

If you guys were ever in my shoes, i bet you all will feel th same way as i do too.

But, its okay. Say so much, also useless , whats the point.

Sayonara .

I ♥ ACHX, HBL & CXH TTM ~

PEEKABOO.

2010-09-29T22:16:00.003+08:00

Peekaboo.
Hello (:
I'm here to blog,
I simply can't wait for friday :x
Anyway, planned to start revising my geography.
Thanks to my bad bad results.
Geog - 16/50
Social studies - 23/50
Physics - 43/100
Maths - 55/100
TSKTSKTSK.
I overheard that its 32days to 0'lvl , lazy to count :/
Last 32days to stretch!
Sorted my notes & completed my homework just now .
Tired & Time for a break :D

Sayonara .

;We cease loving ourselves if no one loves us .

BACKYZXC.

2010-09-28T18:51:00.002+08:00

Hello.
It had been 8days since i blogged.
Here today because i missed blogging.
Gotten back my Maths & Geog results today :o
Flunk my CH with F9 .
Really had to buck up already because i'm happy for not getting single digit for geog.
Time passed so fast, less than a month to O'level already.
Time to buck up , i don't want my o lvl to be atrociously done.
Gonna do homework sooooooon! :@

我不想想那么多，i didn't promise anything (:
All i'll do now is study & friends . Thats all <:
If you understand me well, you'll know the reason for everything.

Sayonara ^.^

看来今晚的我很难入睡 ♥

2010-09-20T18:07:00.004+08:00

Heys.
I'm blogging today, I've had my geog & science paper 1 today.
Gonna flunk it all, as predicted .
Have a great day with girlfriends despite my status.
Its hard to let you all understand how i felt deep down in my heart,
Or maybe you guys will never understand , but , i just wanna say that,
I've set up my mind & i won't regret for what i've did.
Thanks for everything that comes around these days.
It should be time as exams are getting closer, have to get focus yet tends to slip away.
I'm getting vexed these days ,
I hope i've ended it all up so i might feel better.
Its not like i did not care , but , i'm really tired.
Not ready for everything so i ruined it all .

I’m not the kind of girl who thinks that a guy is the answer to everything.
I’m just tired of being alone.♥

Sayona'ra .

有你，我不会孤单。

2010-09-15T22:46:00.002+08:00

Hello.

Short post here, was chiong my ss 3.1 :/
Bet will end up flunk-ing my paper :o
Had been doing art these days .
I'm homed only at 8.30pm :o
Okay. thats all.
Tomorrow is el paper 2 & chemistry ):
Flunk it all again -.- ''
Byes :o< 如果你的心有一道墙,我的爱会爬上窗台散放。

NO MORE SLACKING !

2010-09-13T23:12:00.001+08:00

Short post here from my 10mins break (:

Struggling my chapter 3.1 social studies :/

Tml i'll try my best to memorize chap 3.2 :x

Hopefully pass my ss though my geog will flunk.

Okay, i'm damn pissed by someone.

Seriously , If you did not, don't act like you did.

If you're not happy with anything, speak up.

If not, just shut the fuck up .

Sayonara .

&& would be busy nowadays.

-40days left for o lvl. ):

Is that a starting of something new? :o

2010-09-07T23:14:00.002+08:00

Hello hi hi .
I'm gonna blog today because i havent been blogging for a while.
Anw, yesterday went to ktv with bilian gf. (:
It was overall fun except we were conned 2bucks each ):
Okay, after that slack with fav. peeps.
Homed at 12.30am last night :x
Went breakfirst with fav peeps this morning after their mt lc.
Den cxh & i went library to study.
12 headed to Nt hse.
We than went over to Lkk's house to slack & study.
Den after that 111 with fav. peeps.
Okay, im kinda tired.
Tomorrow got chem remedial, hope i wont overslept than :/
BYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEH.

If you were able to stop , i will be able to start (:

Blaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah :/

2010-09-05T02:47:00.002+08:00

如果有一天，

Hello .

Just a short one, i'm now at home.

Went town w fav. peeps .

Wanted shisha but didn't, went to pool with them.

Fun after all.

Played poker as usual there ><.

Ok.

Going out sooooooooooooon.

Sayonara.

; They say time will make this all go away,
but it's time that has taken my tomorrow's and turned them into yesterday's.

You blowed my mind.

2010-09-04T12:13:00.002+08:00

Say our last goodbye ./

Helllloooo.

Yesterday had a great day w favourite peeps.

Went to sing k with Cwsh,Cxh & Lxq (:

After k , went to eat aston ♥

Then, Cxh & I went to meet Azy,Lkk,Ozz,Ntzk,Kl & Nyjm.

Played poker, slacked, chit chatted .

Homed at 12plus am .

Thanks for th funness peeps (:

26days .

; Because fucking up takes practice & I feel i'm now well-rehearsed .

Its the last time , please .

2010-09-02T19:42:00.005+08:00

Hey.
I'm blogging today.
Short post perhaps. Rushing off to do my art ):
Today was fun in school .
Somehow rather my mind when off shot.
Btw, i just cut my hair :x

-
When i think of you , it hurts me the most.
But , now i know, what it really means by letting go.
Every piece of memories will be kept .
You don't have to tell me, i know since today morning.
I won't text you anymore , i will wait for yours than ('':
I hope, today is the last time i would ever tear for you .
That is it bah.
I can't be selfish , i'm accepting the facts now.
Your door had closed , i will go around finding out the opened door .
Thanks for the memories :'')

; Sometimes i hate you, I hate how your life seems so perfect without me.

KAY-TEE-BI ^^

2010-09-01T22:58:00.002+08:00

Hey.
I'm back from Ktv with Cxh,Azy,Ntzk,Pxs,Nyjm & Ozz .
Sing k from 4 to 7pm :)
After k , went to have our dinner together at centre.
After dinner, we went town garden to chill .
Homed at 9.20pm.
I'm gonna sleep soon. Damn tired.

Awwww .
He's missing >;

Supperrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr ♥

2010-09-01T13:45:00.002+08:00

Hello :D
Okay, i'm here to blog about yesterday.
Yesterday celebrated teachers day in school.
Woke up early to meet up with Cxh,Nsj & Cwsh to cab to school.
Basically when we reach school , we start to clear all th gifts asap :p
Went for the aces day walk, damn sian. Very tiring :/
After that was concert, kinda fun.
After school , went to eat at banquet (:
Homed at 2.30pm.
I slept at 3 to 6.30pm :x
Den met Cxh,Lkk,Ozz,Azy,Ntzk & Kl for supper :x
After that, Cxh,Pxs & me went to Ozz's house .
Den we meet the rest at 883 .
We than off to 810 for poker.
Cxh,Lkk, Azy & Pxs homed at 3plus am.
Den Ntzk,Kl &Ozz accompanied me for poker till 4plus :/
They then gentleman-ly send me back home as its just blocks away :p
Thats my great day last night :)

Later meeting Cxh for k ♥

Great day with perfect peeeps. ♥

2010-08-30T23:07:00.002+08:00

Hello hi (:
Today was a great day.
Okay, back to school.
Kinda bored , yes i agree.
After school was great,
went to causeway with Roger , Jordan, Haziqah bytch & wani.
Did some shopping for tml & bought ingredients :p
Homed . quickly shower & prepare my baking!
At night, 7plus, my second round ,
ShinJou & Xinhui came to my hse <:
Super fun & alot of craps for sure :)
Are we going for supper tomorrow night? please say yes :P
Byeeeeeeeee ~

愛是不能夠期待什麼我怎麼又忘了/-

A heart that loves is always young .

2010-08-29T22:37:00.002+08:00

Hello.
Short post will do (:
I spent my whole afternoon preparing things for tuesday.
I met Jh today for dinner @ woodlands.
He did me a powerpoint ♥ .
But still i think i can do better :p
Okay larh, nothing much.
Bye .

; Laugh when you can,
apologize when you should,
and let go of what you can't change.

Friends are forever ♥

2010-08-28T21:48:00.007+08:00

我假装过去不重要，却发现自己做不到。

Hello.

I'm here to bloggggggg :/

I woke up at 2pm today , cabbed home at 1.30am last night.

Went to celebrate christina's birthday w. favourite peeps @ seoul garden.

Basically had alot of fun , we than headed to 800+ to meet xueqi.

She made a birthdaycake . After that we started playing poker cards again!

Till 6plus, we headed to 111 , some played soccer, others poker cards.

Den we head to 167. Wanted to buy aston's side orders but than keep sold out. tmd.

Wasted our trip back & forth.

We planned to take th last bus home but, at 12.20am, christina,xinhui & i went

coffee shop to packfood. den we decided to eat at 111 den slack & cab home.

But, when we walked there, we sit down and eat, after that we chat for awhile & homed.

Today i woke up & saw 2 messages.

0ne is from Jh & another is from Kahkin bro~

Omg. both msg made me feel sorrow & touched.

Kahkin! He use to be someone whom doesn't really talk to me about studies,

But, i saw that msg and i stunt.

I then tell myself, its really time to get started becos,

i didn't expect someone like him to tell me this.

Thank you very much 'Jeremy' ♥

& Jh , (♥)

Anw, AZY got a new english name , i named him 'Prince Ang' . sounds good? HAHA.

Okay larh, i tried to do my maths homework today,

i gave up half way but, im gonna chiong now.

Tomorrow would be busy i bet.

- I thought i will never say never ,

But , everything changes over time.

Without doubt, i still believe in, what is meant to be , always goes its way (:

So, yea. Life goes on & after 2more months hard work, everything will end also.

Jiayou connie, after O'level then can go work, enjoy.

So as all my friends.

After these weeks with you guys,

you'll really did made me learnt & grow.

Thanks for always being there for me when i need you guys.

Seriously you all lighted up my life.

If you all were to ask me, what in life that i've never regretted doing is knowing you all ♥

I hope everything will last no matter what happens.

; Even though i know you can handle your life on your own.

That doesn't keep me from being concerned and wanting to be there for you.

So, no matter what, please hold on to this one thought , ' I am here for you ' (:

Sayonara .

September is drawing near >:

2010-08-26T20:23:00.002+08:00

A friend is someone who knows all about you, and loves you just the same
Hello (:
I'm here to blog .
Kinda bored in school today.
Everything is as usual.
Anyway i'm tired >:
Hope tomorrow would be a fun day bah.
Have been so lazy to even reply a message.
Okay i've been late for school this few days, jialat.
Saturday having physics . meow.
Okay larh.
I don't know what to write.
I miss all my favourite peeps ♥
Sayonara (:

A thousand words can't express the joy ♥

2010-08-22T22:06:00.003+08:00

Hello <:
I'm here to bloggggggggggg ~
Have been meeting all my favourite peeps these few days (:
I've not fully recover yet ):
Anyway, yesterday was awesome.
Lets get started .
20th ;
Met them all and slacked till midnight♥
21st ;
Went to bugis & parklane together.
Db , iluma with Cxh :D
Midnight poker with ♥'s till 2am .
Today .
Hell bored, went causeway for dinner w/ mum & sis.
End of today ~

Byeeeeeeeee :D

2010-08-19T20:31:00.002+08:00

Hey,
Its been days since i last blogged.
I didn't attend school today as i was ill.
Didn't visit doctor , i slept for long hours .
Have headaches >: .
I vommited alot today in the morning, wth >;
I hope you faster reply my message .
I'm worried about you ):

Bye.

Knocked me down ♥

2010-08-16T21:49:00.003+08:00

Hey.
Didn't blog last night because i was having a headache >:
Yesterday i met Jh for movie, after movie we went to eat .
That tom yam noodle failed , taste so ...
After that i bused home alone, as it was around 7pm, i'm tired,
cos i only slept for 4hours .
I slept in the bus because no one was sitting w me,
Till i felt someone is albow-ing me.
I opened my eyes and saw this bangala beside me,
Totally F him, he kept hitting against me and his leg came closer.
I didnt sleep after that & i feel so disgusted.
I pretended im gonna drop down yet he didnt stand up and let me cross.
He is totally sick! After i wake up , i feel so unwell,
feels like dizzy, headache and wanting to vomit ):
When i reach home, i fall onto my bed and slept for awhile, till 10plus,
den i started doing my stuff , bathe & chatted on the phone.
After that im off to sleep.
I woke up at 7am this morning.
I actually didnt want to attend school, cos i know im gonna be late,
But, i at last decided to take cab so i quickly prepared.
I look so messy today and i simply bun-ed my hair and rush out.
In the afternoon , im feeling unwell again, headache >:
Ate panadol , it kinda helps but, i think lolipop makes me feel better :x
So yeah, after school was perfect.
Went to 111 there to eat w, Nsj,Cxh,Azy,Rgxy,Lkk,Ntzk,Ozz,Nyjm,Pxs,H & K.
After that we played poker at void decks, i did abit of my chem worksheet.
Played abit of soccer and then watch them play poker,
Homed around 8 plus pm.
Feeling tired :/
Tomorrow is O lvl english oral.
Good luck to myselfffffff :x

You are everything I never knew I wanted. ♥

2010-08-15T12:37:00.003+08:00

HELLLOOOOO!

I'm early i know.

Yesterday was Kahkin's birthday.

Went to bbq at block 150 (:

Entire bbq was fun except the fact that the rain made us have to go indoor bbq ,

we all tio screen & My hand is filled with honey ):

After police screen for 2nd time, we were off to kk house.

So sticky & just need a bathe, so yea.

After that we meet the rest and went to coffee shop to play poker :/

We played police & murderer, *blink* . HAHA.

Xinhui & i actually wanted to cab home, end up we decided to wait for the first bus.

So, the guys , Lkk,lyjl,ozm,lkl & H , took bus 911 together w us.

HOHO.

Den quickly go home and sleep.

But, i felt energetic at that time :x.

Okay. Afterall its FUN :p

Waiting for the pictures from the rest :/

Okay, gotta go shower soooooooooooon.

Byeeee♥

He's not the brightest crayon in the box, but, he's still my favourite colour.

2010-08-13T21:25:00.002+08:00

Hey.

Thank god its friday (:

Did newsmaker after school today in computer lab.

Its kind of funny to talk to a computer :/

Went to eat sakae sushi with Jsjy,Lxh,Jsjr .

After sakae went to find Azy,Lkk,Ntck,H & A.

I join them for soccer :/ , i team with Azy & H (:

We won!!!

Its fun,the score is 9-2.

After that they promised to give me 3chances to score a straight goal.

Th third time i made it. so , we won .

Den we slacked there until 8pm, den headed home.

-- /

Its not that i stopped doing but i stopped showing.

It's the 4th day already >;

You're my priority yet im just an option.

I always thought we were fated in everything like you told me.

I'm just too naive & thought that you'll always stay by me.

And now you're gone & i realise my love for you was strong :x

I missed you for the past 6days .

I asked myself, why im still here, and i found out,

its all because i love you.

Sometimes, I think other guys are cute, but everytime I see a cute guy,
I remind myself how cute you are. Of how much I love you, Of how sweet you are,
Of how you can always brighten my day.
And suddenly, that other guy doesn't look all that good anymore.
I play the same song, over and over again cause it reminds me of you.
I read the letter, over and over again cause you said you loved me.
I prayed , over and over again cause i need you in my life.
I wished, over and over again, to see the shooting stars with you because, i've a wish,
and thats you.

I can't get you out of my mind.
I keep thinking of how much i love talking to you,
how good you look when you smile, how much i love your laughters,
how you help me adjust my hair , how you pester me to be conservative.
I day dream about you on and off , replaying pieces of our conversations,
Laughing at the funny things you said and did.
I've memorized your face and the way that you look at me,
I then caught myself smiling & sobbing at what i've imagined.

; I can't promise you that you'll be happier with me, than you are now,
but if you're looking for someone to love you, I can swear that I know how.

你的转变，我能分类，我的爱，你已听不见♥

2010-08-12T19:41:00.005+08:00

Hello.
I'm here to blog today,
Current facing difficulty in typing because i got a cut on my middle finger -.-"
Then at first they still say , ''aiyoh, 不要想不开去割自己ley'' ,
i was like, even i want cut also wont so stupid go cut finger,
somemore middle finger >:
Hmmm, back to topic.
I took taxi to school today, thanks to that stupidzzxc bro.
made me sleep at around 1am last night.
iiiiiimisssyouuuuu~
It had been 5days since we last met.
I don't know why, the feeling when you reply msg late,
& i feel so 'creative in thinking' all of a sudden :/
& Sometimes i just feel that i doesn't mean a thing to you ):
I wrote a almost a page full letter today :x
想你的心没有减少过，爱你的心没有迟疑过。
I give myself until end of this month de time.
To change :/
Cutting down on vulgarities , attitude , moodswings all.
Please siam :x
I really wannnna change for the better man.
Actions speaks louder than words, i know.
I really did wish everything can be rewinded , but, this is reality.
I can't always make myself think that there's hope.
But, still .
I love you, always still, always have & always will.

;If you love someone more than anything,
then distance only matters to the mind, not to the heart.

我的世界，你不在里面 >:

2010-08-11T19:45:00.003+08:00

Heys.
Firstly thanks to stupidzxc bro for making me drop my tears today :/
Anyway, 我不快乐 , tell me how to make myself feel happy when my heart is bleeding?
爱你的心没变, I'm on the verge of falling apart now.
I ask myself to think about your faults so i can forget about you,
but the fact is, i just couldn't.
Memories keep flashing across my mind.
When i'm alone, i feel more like crying.
I think of the first time we watch movie together, that was awesome.
Okay, i'm healing in progress bah.

How could i feel nothing when i could have done everything ? >:
Sighs.
I never felt this way before.
我爱你。

Knowing im so not good enough for you.
But, i really did want to try my best but, i lost it.
May happiness comes by me , from you.

; It's really painful to say goodbye to someone that you don't want to let go
but its even more painful to ask someone to stay if they never wanted to stay.

For my use-to-be sillybaby (♥)

2010-08-10T13:23:00.002+08:00

I woke up this morning with tears pouring down my cheeks.
We didn't stop messaging last night asking, 'why' .
I cannot pretend that nothing eventually happened.
I couldn't stop myself from crying last night.
There's alot of memories of you and me, stored in my heart.
Wherever i go, there's a shadow of you.
Our love is so unpredictable.
I remember the saturday night when we spent time together ,
Going out for a movie, staying up late at night just to chat.
But, its all gone right now.
So hard to accept the fact that its over, we're over.
Remembering the first time.
the first time we played in the sea,
the first time you taught me how to play volleyball,
the first time you talked to me about life,
the first time we took long journey home from hougang,
the first time we went to eat dessert ,
the first time we went to eat all the good food,
the first time you gave me the doraemon keychain,
the first time we start playing the vulgarities game for 50cents,
the first time you hide my favourite hazelnut milktea,
the first time you suprised me with a lego earpiece,
the first time you shocked me with a letter.
Alot alot of first time with you .
You said, our love is like 恶作剧 ,
Strangers love, cyber love, it seem so impossible but we made it through.
Remember the times we talked about couple shirt,
remember the first time you said, one monthsary wanna go where,
I really appreciate everything you did.
I still remember when you tell me, when we first know in cyber gaming,
you went to google me, just like what i did.
I know i will be missing you ):
The only between us is just understanding.
I hope i can change , if we've another chance, i'll definitely change & treat you better.
I promise.
But, the fact now is, we wouldn't , i guess.
But, its okay, i just wanna thank you for everything you've done.
In the past 28 days, i might be crying, but, i'm happy to have you.
Even though you're irritating some times :x , but, most of the times, you're greatly loved by me.
From the first day i said, i'm ready to love you with all my heart, i really did.
I'll not forget the past we had.
Greatly appreciate your presence.
& our " Expect nothing, appreciate everything '' .
Iloveyou & i miss everything about you.

Happy birthday mum & singapore.

2010-08-09T22:59:00.002+08:00

Hello.
Wanted to blog days ago but i don't have th time.
Today is national day as well as my mums birthday.
So , happybirthday (: .
I've came with a bad news.
I turned single today.
Life has been a struggle this few days,
i cant stop crying & sadness fills up more & more each day.
But, what is meant to be, will always goes its way. so yea.
Seriously sad & i also believe in horoscope la. so yah.
Hereby, thanks for everything you ever did for me.
I always believe that we're fated in most of th things too.
We just need to be more assure & understand about each other.
I bet life will change from now onwards.
I also remembered th feeling of ,
waking up the next morning & realise everything is gone.
No one will msg me in the morning anymore. so yeah.
But, life goes on bah. ive to think positively.
Studiessss!
Girlfriends!
Friends!
Family!

; If you love something, let it go. If it comes back to you, its yours forever.
If it doesn't, then it was never meant to be.

& lastly.
Iloveyoubaby(x) .

I'm taking you off (♥)

2010-08-04T21:39:00.002+08:00

HELLO.
Time to blog today (:
Today went to school despite my sickness ):
Luckily its better than yesterday. *shag*
Okay, today celebrated Mr zaki's birthday in the canteen,
we look like we were having some party down there :D
75pieces of cake if i'm not wrong, wow :x
After that went art home & start our henna class :x
Revised maths , circles :/ .
After that headed home, met baby.
Went to eat dinner, he bought me Koi! omg :p
Den he bought me biscuit, hohoho :DD
Okay, i donno what to write anymore.

Byeeeeee.

; You don't have to promise me the moon or stars,
just promise that you will stand under them with me

♥ : Boo. We talked alot today.
Of course, i gained some knowledge out of it .
Thanks for telling me so much & i appreciates it.
So glad to know you, met you, love you & be w you.
No matter what happens, we'll still be the same♥! :p

i'll always love you (♥)

2010-08-02T22:29:00.004+08:00

Hello .
Im here to blog because i was asked to do so ):
yesterday went to watch movie w baby & co.
He gaven me this cute doreamon keychain that changes face :p
Today school as usual ,
After school went hougang to meet baby.
We went to eat den to eat dessert :p
Then he send me back to woodlands, we then slacked awhile and he headed home :/
Im having ulcer in my gum,sorethroat,flu ):

Okay luh, bye.
Thanks for th letter u wrote, loves it :)
Ily :p

Sayona'ra.

(♥)

2010-08-01T00:27:00.005+08:00

Hello >< !

I'm here to blog today.

Yesterday went out with bilian girlfriend to town (:

Her dad den came to send us home at 11plus am last night.

Today went to sentosa with Baby & co plus Jiner :D

Went to sun tan, played volley ball n my hand is like, blue-blacked now ):

Its fun today, after sentosa , went to eat at raffles place.

w/ co. & 2 foreigners. Had lot of fun, really :P

They asked me, how me & him got together, & its funny to say,

through cyber gaming :/ . heeehs. but, its fated lah.

Okay. tomorrow is homework day (:

Bye peeps.

Seriously hate those tags in my cbox.

Its not yours , please stop tagging there .

Its annoying -.-"

Okay. bye.

; Life's a dance you learn as you go, sometimes you lead, sometimes you follow.
My life is better left to chance,I could have missed the pain,
but I would've had to miss the dance.

再次擁抱一分一秒都好(♥)

2010-07-29T20:31:00.005+08:00

說了再見　才發現再也見不到

Heyozxc.

Random today. Lazy to blog nowadays.

Today did a letter writting.

Titled ' Running away' .

I'm still running away from reality ><.

Its really time to get started , 加油 CONNIE!

Okay. Mt lesson today had free period, tried doing my maths.

Stupidzxc bro keep disiaosiao me, tmd! :x

I just realise shine last time v cute :/

HOHOHO.

Okay larh. today not in th mood , so

BYE. (:

; Good friends are like stars ,
You don't always see them, but you know they are always there.

FTW (x/♥)

2010-07-27T22:29:00.002+08:00

Done by stupidzxc bro

Hey.
Here to blog today.
School as usual, my dear partner Nsj is absent ):
Jitao maths class i very bored >:
7 period of maths today! unbelieveable .
Today nothing really happened:/
We seem to be obsessed in the soup nowaday :x
Pe played captain ball, my team won :D
Very enjoyable :p
Okay. after school meet him .
He bought my koi :)
We ate dinner together & i've completed my homework.
My fingers hurts cos of art ):

Okay. bye.
& Ftw.

; You know you've found love when you look in their eyes and find yourself.

我们手握着 (♥)

2010-07-26T22:13:00.002+08:00

hello hello (:
I'm blogging through my phone, don mind me :/
Currently texting w. Baby:p he just finish his training:o
I think im gonna sleep soon, totally exhausted today.
The rain this morning makes me even sleepier):
Okay. Thats all. :)

: iloveyouloads x)

Comparison are easily done (♥)

2010-07-25T23:19:00.002+08:00

Hello im back (:
I just went to meet baby♥
Went to amk, ate claypot rice together :D
Den bought koi, long queue ):
We den bused back woodlands.
I'm tired. so as him ><
Okay. schooling tomorrow :x

; When you love someone, all your saved-up wishes start coming out.

Feels like its heaven's touch (♥)

2010-07-25T17:19:00.003+08:00

Hello (:

I should have blogged last night but, i just don't have the time .

Yesterday i went to sentosa with baby♥ & co /

We first meet at serangoon. We went to eat at Hf.

Den we took th tram to sentosa & den head to siloso.

I've sat there for like, hours.

My skin turns red , and my nose ... .

After that at 7plus , we went to have our shower cause rushing for movie.

Drank koi♥

After movie, he sent me back home . we took 169.

After that i went 7eleven to buy instant food :/

Later maybe meeting him again luh.

Nothing much happened :x

Byes ^^

I will love you until my heart collapse (♥)

2010-07-23T22:57:00.002+08:00

Hello.
I'm here to blog, almost forgot there's school today.
Cos went out after school.
Went to ktv with Cw,Nsj,Cxh & Lkk.
After that we go eat at 111 there , met Azy,Nyjm,Ntck,Ws&h.
Den we played poker den watch them play soccer.
Till then, we headed back at 9plus cos Cw&Cxh wanto catch th 10pm show.
LOL.
Okay. thats all for today bah.

SEEEEEEYOUS:x

Sleeeepyhead! (♥)

2010-07-22T22:47:00.003+08:00

Hello (:
I'm tired & short post will do here ayeah.
School as usual, nothing special, just that have to do quiz about racial harmony day.
& I found out Nigel is left hander. sweeeee bo.
Okay, lame.
Nothing much, after school went bugis w bl.
After that go buy my watch & wallet.
Den we go makan & den headed home.
Tired tired , so tired.

& IMISSYOU♥ .

; The best changes often start as a single, simple thought.
Think big, and discover the ways to make ur dreams real.

Falling out of love is horror (♥)

2010-07-21T22:02:00.004+08:00

Take caution , when it comes to love .

Hellohello (:
I'm here to blog. I'm seriously tired :o
I just came back from Hougang cos i went to find baby ♥
We went to eat at hougang mall , after that he physco me go eat dessert.
I can't believe i took 161 for 45mins yet i find it short.
Especially when coming back woodlands cos he sent me home :D
I fallen asleep in his shoulder and its super nice:/
Have a great day today even though its just for awhile.

I guess, i'm ready to love you with all my heart, are you? (:

; Before I met you I never knew,what it was like to smile for no reason.

2010-07-20T21:55:00.003+08:00

I ♥ JH (:
1207 , 0826.
Endlessly love .

; If rain drops were kisses,I could send u showers.
If hugs were seas i send you oceans. and if love was a person i send you me.

Hidden tears (♥)

2010-07-19T22:04:00.007+08:00

Hello (:

I'm blogging :>

Nothing much today actually, Just feeling lazy to blog ><

School as usual , got last engish erichment today :o

After that met baby.

He came to my house luh, read this news about ronaldo :o

Went to have dinner together , (:

I don't know why i can't try to sleep early cos i'll over slept..

Yet i sleep late but able to wake up on time :/

; Never ask why i love you, just accept that i do, and that i'll for the rest of my life.

You asked me, how long will this love last .
I told you, not long .
But, i hope it's for long term because, i know you'll make me smile,
even when you're not trying to , and you'll also make me cry ,
whenever you want to :x
'Earth quakes cant shake us, cyclones cant break us, hurricanes cant take away our love'
But, by all means , feelings matters th most.
So, even if one day things changes, i'll still remember you(♥)

For you .
Don't need childish till delete me away from fb (:
Grow up, thanks .

16 & 17th's programme (:

2010-07-18T11:22:00.004+08:00

突然累了

Hey (:
I'm here to blog for past 2 days. :/
Didn't get to blog because i was out .
Friday -/
Went to ktv with mates , after that we headed to waterfront .
Celebrates Ahboy's birthday , after that cabbed home with ck & zz.
Saturday-/
Morning was really sleepy due to the rain :>
Headed to school in the morning for maths lesson.
After that headed to eat, roger physco me to go for chem.
After chem we went to causeway to walk walk,
Went to buy movie tickets den we talked super lot of things & its funny.
Homed around 2plus, after that meet baby.
He came my house, den after that around 7 we headed to bugis.
We basically went there to eat only :/
After that we bused back to woodlands to catch the blood pledge.
Saw charmian<:
After that he walked me home at 1plus am,
We hang out at void decks , suddenly got this crockroach :x ewwwww!
Okay la, after all its fun duh.
Homed at 2.30am i think.
Gotta complete my homework ! :x
I'll blog tonight perhabs.
Seeyou (:

& Got this stupid person whom try to spam my blog ,
When you're on your school trip to ite visit? c'mon.
grow up :D

Together at the top like a pyramid (♥)

2010-07-15T19:58:00.003+08:00

Hello :D
Sorry, i was too lazy to blog last night :/
Supposingly meeting baby for movie, but then,
after the long queue, the person than told me,
' sorry the blood pledge was cancelled due to some maintanence'
I was like, wth. i waste my time queueing :x
So nevermind, i went to buy graph paper & bind my notes.
Headed to 883 to have dinner together.
Then we hang out at my house area, till 10plus den he went home.
Chatted on the phone with him norh.
Today was a tiring day & somehow moody.
Gaaah. I'm sleepy .
But, today i did a good thing, i didnt sleep during my geog lesson.
3periods , teacher not in class yet i still did my worksheet. omg! :x
Okay lah. nothing much to say.
Just that,
i'm happy to be in a relationship with smellypigzxc (:

Byes.

I ♥ JH

Kept trying (♥)

2010-07-13T23:52:00.003+08:00

Hello (:

I'm kinda late now, but, yea. still here to blog :D

Today school lesson's are bored.

got 7/8 periods of maths , doing papers & stuffs.

Practiced listening comprehension toos (:

Afternoon got mock, shagged. >:

Went back home after school .

Went to meet 1207 just now, he came to woodlands to meet me :D

He bought me herbal tea :P Swee .

I'm exhausted ;o

Tomorrow still got art, need do lino printing againzxc! roar.

Hope tomorrow wont be so shagged. (:

Sayona'ra ~

; I'll love you with all i have .

I don't see what i feel (♥)

2010-07-12T20:29:00.002+08:00

Hello .

School is as usual today.

After school accompanied my fellow girlfriends go do shopping.

We became like those aunties/housewifes.

We hang out at Fairprice & coldstorage :/

Bought all their items till 6plus den we went home.

I still have homework to be completed manzxc. sighs.

Thankyou because i see you trying (♥)

I'll try my best too :D

1207 ; 0826 .

; Just when I thought that love could never be a part of me,

that's when you came along and showed me happiness.

I miss you (♥)

2010-07-11T21:23:00.002+08:00

Hello :D

I had a great day with Jiner sweetheart today (:

We meet at 1pm & headed to bugis!

I wanted to see watch but, i don no why i cant find th watch i wanted ):

So, i bought other thing instead.

We also buy snacks at the hawker near iluma , i saw Koi! >:

Long queue , so, skip it :/

After all our shopping , its a round 5plus, we headed back to woodlands by bus.

I slept all the way back cos i'm too tired :o , very song .

I just lean my head to the window's glass n sleep :D

After that we walk around at causeway point, cam whored.

After that i've to pei her wait for her stead,

( She say she damn nervous & she still ask me, omg, my mouth stinks anot ah? )

LOL. meet stead only ma, don need so kan chiong eh :D

Okay. i said what i promised to .

Thats all for today, great day , lots of fun.

; Ask me why I keep on loving you when it's clear that you don't feel the same way for me,
the problem is that as much as I can't force you to love me,
I can't force myself to stop loving you.

I guess you are worth working hard for (♥)

2010-07-11T01:05:00.002+08:00

Hello .
Anw this picture here has been used in my tumblr so, yea (:
Today was eventually a rotting day for me in the morning and th afternoon ):
I so feel like going to town and stuff but ... , screwed up.
I met JIINH today .
We went to watch despicable me 3D , wanted to watch blood pledge.
But, amk hub's is filling fast , left with front row >:
Den we didn't watch at cathay also , watched at shaw:x
My $14 flew away & what i got is just a noob 3D specs :/
Okay, so before the movie, accompanied him to makan .
Den we walked around amk , till 9plus den we headed to cinema (:
The movie is awesome, its funny & so cuteee!
After movie is around 11.30?
Den went to take bus 169, he sent me home today . tyvm :p
So i reached home around 12.20am , he than cabbed home .____.
Overall, i enjoyed today (:

; True love is not something that comes everyday,
Follow your heart, it knows the right answer.

Sometimes i feel like giving up but, i still wanna try (♥)

2010-07-09T20:20:00.004+08:00

Hello .

I'm so gonna blog today.

I bet i'm gonna do badly for my oral today.

The question i never thought will come out , came out unexpectedly.

When the examiner asked me , i totally stunt !

Shagged.

Geog lesson today is killing me.

I was sitting in the middle & yet the both of them started dirty topics.

Very funny also la, i laugh till i cried ;o

After oral waited for kk/jj , den we 3 headed home >< .

Tomorrow lets go do homework in the afternoon!

Sunday is a rotting day for me ):

Okayyyyyy. Bye.

; A memory of true love is like a favorite song,
no matter how many times it plays again, you never get tired of it.

It’s not up to me anymore, if you want me in your life, you’ll find a way to put me there(♥)

We spent so much time and now its no more (♥)

2010-07-08T19:36:00.003+08:00

Hello (:

I'm here to blog again.

I reached home at 7plus ;o

Tiring day for me, have english oral practice this morning.

Force myself to get off my bed at 5.45am ;o

Its super cooling this morning due to the rain :x

School is as usual la, nothing much happened actually.

Stayed back for maths mock exam today .

Luckily i've completed my homework already. (:

My left hand is in pain due to lino printing ):

Tomorrow is my GCE O'level Mother tongue oral examination !

Goodluck to myself :/

Okayys.

Thats all.

; He taught me how to love, but not how to stop.

Wish you will always be (♥)

2010-07-07T21:41:00.003+08:00

Hello .

Blogging today.

Nothing much , School as usual.

Did first lino printing .

Anw , Happy Birthday Shinjou!

I can't express how i feel now.

Sad , disappointed.

WT_!

Just 2 words and you're gone.

Woow, i didn't know i can get so pissed by this sia.

Before this still happily & things seem so happening.

now? SHIT:@!

kcuf.

; If you're going to make me cry, at least be there to wipe away the tears.

Thick and thins that we've been through (♥)

2010-07-06T20:48:00.003+08:00

Hello (:
I'm here to blog again.
School is as usual today, yes, bored & tired as usual.
Talked alot of craps today ><
They kept talking about 'Okamoto' . Tsktsk.
After school was fun, however, i waited for 3buses, till bilian came.
We headed to cwp, we eventually bought shades :x
For our outing precisely. Hmmms. nothing special happened today.
I've finished my english homework. meow.
Okay. thats all i bet.

; Don't measure the distance, measure my love .

Bai (:
No more insomnia please ):

I'll take the chance (♥)

2010-07-05T20:24:00.005+08:00

Hello (:
I'm here to blog again.
Basically today is youth day , I didn't spent my day at home .__.
Went to Bishan & Amk with Ck and xuan .
Saw christina,Xinhui & Shinjou in the train (:
We first headed to bishan . Went to J8.
Firstly we went to have our lunch, then headed to buy my flipflop.
After that headed to amk .
Bought Koi , Hazulnut milk tea <:
After window shopping , accompanied xuan to buy mac cafe :x
Den we bused back to meet Jor.
Finally Ck bought his formal at cwp.___.
Saw Qiming at causeway :D
We den headed home at 6.10pm .
I've done w my stuffs and finished downloading lullaby :/
Have to iron my clothes & pack my bag later on >:
Alright , i guess its the end of my post.

; Me, I'm scared of everything, I'm scared of who I am, what I saw, what I did,
but most of all I am scared of walking out of this room and never feeling for the rest of my life, the way I feel when I'm with you.

Sayona'ra .
Get well soooooon , kick away insomnia manzxc!